January 2011
wow...
arcade infinity ( AI ) is closing down. diamond plaza no longer exists to me if AI close. though i do have tons of memories there, life in that plaza is no longer there ( the store and literally life ). i go there for the arcade now and days. but now that their closing it down. diamond plaza is going to be dead from now on.
that place, was one of the places where my life started. most of my...
going to die now...
be back next year being a whole different person…
thats totally bad XD
what a year. lots of big things in my life happened, one good and one bad. not going to say what they are though. just going to say, that one bad thing that happened, i’m not saying its not bad anymore but i’ve learn to accept the facts. their was some good things that comes out of it. but its the worst...
December 2010
helpless...
sometimes, when i want to help other people, i can’t find the way to help them. it just sucks cause like, you see them struggle and all i want to do help them back up on their feet and start moving on again. but like, you can’t just do that. there are always restrictions and such. i know, just being there for a person in a time of need is very helpful too but like, i feel like its not...
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GOOD MORNING JERK!!
i don’t if she will get this… XD
how gay...
i might end up busing it today -___- GAY!
parents, why you so unreasonable...
ok my parents are the type of parents that need to know what your doing before hand. LIKE A WEEK AHEAD OR SOO. so i told my mom was going to use the car TOMORROW like last week, i think before christmas eve, if not, the day of christmas eve. she said yes i can use it. ok, so i come home today after the arcade and i gave the keys to her. then i told her again to remind her that i was going to use...
Stereo Love ft. Mia Martina - Edward Maya
sad life...
i know i shouldn’t let people control what i do but this is getting out of hand. i use my DSLR to take pictures as a hobby. at the moment, i am experiencing some professionalism but really, i don’t see myself actually growing up and doing all that stuff. that ish is stressful and hard, trust! right now i’m an amateur still learning about the ways of the camera. yeah i do know the...
why is it raining!!?? -___-
again*
MMMM!!
should i go to brea tomorrow to buy everyone gifts, man! everyone tell me what they want, i’ll buy it LOL i’m so tired of trying to think of what to get people XD takes me the whole day to think of gifts for 2 people. TWO PEOPLE!! D;
hahah going late christmas shopping because i didn’t have money to buy gifts…
the day has come...
let this sun shine bright and make this day a happy day. its christmas, only comes around once a year. i have no freakin idea what i’m trying to say just that i wish everyone happy holidays! merry christmas and a happy new year! XD
i wish you were here right now… jerk <321
just made a cup of peppermint hot chocolate...
YUMMY! thank you april for the hot chocolate/gifts! =D
Merry Christmas everyone!!
only opening one present tonight because the rest i already know what is inside LOL
everybody text me your numbers...
i lost my phone and got a new one so YEAH!!!
text your number to 626 201 0206
going to delete this later…
i gotta say...
though this week was rough for me due to all the miss haps and stuff. it was still fun thanks to my friend. yeah i was deeply sad inside but my friends know how to cheer me up. maybe thats why their really called my friends, more like my best friends. i know i can never say thanks straight up because i think its weird and awkward ( i have no idea why ) but i am thankful.
all i want for christmas...
almost christmas...
and i’m stuck at home. what a punishment…
YES I DON'T CARE!
i’m a selfish, self-center, spoiled brat. right, i was going to get job to help the family your saying i don’t care about you guys. you guys never stopped to ask how i felt my whole life. now that your saying i don’t care about you guys just made everything worst, i went from invisible to selfish little bitch in your guys eyes. thanks… when my life couldn’t get any...
wtf really!
if it wasn’t raining, i wouldn’t mind walking but since i can drive now. why bother walking in the rain you know. so gay, ever since that incident, they cannot trust me with the car. WTF IS THAT SHIT!! when i said it wasn’t my fault, YOUR GOING TO JUDGE ME FROM THAT. thats bullshit, i wasn’t being reckless or anything but no, your judging for something i didn’t even...
lunar eclipse yesterday...
was a fail. it was raining really hard and it was super foggy up in the view. I DON’T KNOW WHY but it was and couldn’t see anything. we didn’t even get to see the color copper in the sky which pretty much was stupid.
THIS RAIN NEED TO GO AWAY ALREADY!! ITS BEEN RAIN SINCE FRIDAY…
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tumbling from my phone for the first time...cools!
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I lost my phone because I am a loser.
my luck...
is really bad. first the car and now my phone…
sigh, hopefully i can get a phone soon. not saying i can’t live without it, its just, lately i’ve been more dependent than ever. i know i shouldn’t but its just me.
what a week. going to sleep nows, goodnight everyone!
this isn't fair...
i would understand if you wouldn’t let me drive IF it was my fault but it wasn’t. meaning i wasn’t being reckless or anything to actually make it happen. but since your not letting me drive for something i didn’t do, just isn’t fair because now i finally have my license and now your telling me not to drive. FUCK YOU! I GOT MY LICENSE FOR YOU GUYS, SO YOU GUYS...
THAT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!
really its only been the second time i’ve been driving and an accident happens!
NO IT WASN’T MY FAULT!! the fucking drunk ass white motherfucker backed up into me. he was backing out of the apartment ( why was he backing out, i don’t fucking know! i just know he shouldn’t have been doing that because of safety precaution. just have to see the place because i don’t...
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAA GET SOME!!
today was very nerve racking but i got through it. i had the much douche’s examiner ever BUT whatever. I PASSED THAT SHIT! not with flying colors but just enough to pass. so whatever, i had 3/4 of a tank and now just right above half. YAY! hopefully i can go out tomorrow..
anyways going to sleep now, just finish my kogi’s so DELICIOUS!! haha good day =]
wish me luck!!
even though i feel like i’m not ready, i still have to do it. CRAP SO NERVOUS! here i go =]
i love the weather...
it knows me too well.
let there be SUNLIGHT!!!
listening to trance...
to get rid of this resistance inside me. i know i can do it but gosh, i’m really scared.
at the moment, i have made a goal because its a really good goal because she told i should which is to beat april’s score, 99% ( asdfkjl;!!! ). what are the chances right. well i should go get ready and look spiffy today. big day ahead of me =]
” if worst comes to worst, you have the power...
D;
so nervous and scared for today… SOMEONE HELP ME!!
I'M SOO FREAKIN SCARED!
in 12 hours or so is my test and like i’m not even there. i’m freakin PANICKING like a freakin little girl D; i’m so nervous. i know i can do it ( thats what i’m saying in my mind ) what if i don’t pass. WHAT THEN!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh going to die!! =[
the night life...
hopefully if it happens tomorrow. i can start on my night life project. i’ve been waiting on it. i notice i haven’t been taking lots of night shots because i’m mostly indoors now and yeah. i hope i can start it. i took a look at my past night pictures and they can use some work but they are alright already in my eyes =]
YAY! can’t wait HAHA
HAHA SWAG...
not many people know what it really is anymore ( not saying i do )…
i remember when i went to visit my friend, i over heard a conversation. it was funny! so it started like this. i heard this someone ( girl ) talking to her friend about some guy. she said something like, omg! his swag is so beast ( something like that ). ok moving on, and then girl says that guy is coming and they start...
WTF!!!
what a morning…! i don’t know why but i’m freakin pissed off. i just want to go somewhere far away, alone and sit there and just listen. listen to nature and don’t give a dam about life. i just want to get away from it for at least a day or even a few hours. freakin bipolor to the freakin max -T___T.
just for one day, can i not be mad…
if everything happens for a reason...
what is that reason?
is it possible that these reason is just another obstacle in the road. that the reason for us to get hurt/suffer through things is just to learn or grow up. maybe that can be a reason. to grow up, to be more mature. either way, everything does start in a negative way and eventually ends up to positive…then negative again. yes, i might be putting as if it was a roller...
my jerk!!
FAILS HARDCORE IN EVERYTHING XD
i still love her though… just alittle =D
JAJAJAJA
@crisdeguzman FOR REALS!
@remie fuck off. =]
haircut today...
bangs or no bangs?
short hair or just texturize my hair? …MMMMMMMMM decision decision decisions =O
i need new default pictures...
those have been up for like how long now LOL
i feel like i’ve been way to busy to do stuff but i haven’t. just that i don’t want to do what i have to do which is edit photos XD instead i go out and have fun and take more pictures HAHA
well anyways, can’t till i start driving this week ( hopefully i pass ). if i do, going to go everywhere the first week and finally just...
FUNNY STUFF!!
so when i woke up, my family was gone. so far, i’ve been be home alone the whole day. THATS FREAKIN WEIRD!! when i’m home, their not XD
Hold On - Rusko ft. Amber Coffman
