February 2011
first day of spring term...
i don’t feel ready but at least i feel like this will help relive stress for some odd reason. i don’t know, well my first class is dance and then 2 hours later is Chinese. i hope i don’t get lost today XD yeah, i really don’t know if i’m suppose to go to dance comfy clothes or not. OH WELL hahah i got this, getting ready now and leaving at 9 because i’m hearing...
Chapter 8 Day 54 - 55
2.23.11 - 2.24.11
WHY because i’m failing on blogging the day after or day of -___- and now i hope i don’t fail more because of school D; FUCK!
Day 54 -55 skipped…
daily blog is failing...
its sucks because i’m rarely using the computer now -____-
yesterday was just weird, but fun aside from leaving my phone. phoneless until like 2 GAY! haha if i see that picture of me on tumblr, i wouldn’t be surprised XD oh well, the wedding SD made bi polar but its all good…
RIP arcade infinity. we all miss you…
working out.
two days ago, i was fine. yesterday, my body was still ok. today, my body feels like shit! LIKE OMG!
hehe closing of AI today, Life is representing DS but i still hope for DS to be there =] alright life is beginning. AUTO BOTS, ROLL OUT!
“nothing is impossible”
Chapter 8 Day 53
2.22.11
i don’t really remember how this day started but i do remember leaving the house to go to super for awhile play max tune. i met this guy that was really really good on hakone and was trying to teach me his line. some of his lines made my lines more clear because i didn’t really see it that well. anyways, like always, i lagged like how long to meet up with april ( sorry! love...
Chapter 8 Day 52
2.21.11
today was the the most interesting thing ever. i woke up early O.O i reorganize my room, vacuumed the house ( sort of ) and went out. i headed out to the bank to find out it was closed due to president’s day ( gay! ). after finding out, i went to super to play a few games. eventually i went back home and ate lunch. i called matt and asked if he wanted to work out today. he said sure...
SUCCESS! kind of...
though i was hoping on getting some gas money, i didn’t. that was the only down part other than the part where i can’t email any of my teachers -____-
anyways, i finished almost everything i said i would do today just that i didn’t get to wash my stuff toy attached to my keychain. =[ maybe when i get home HEHE going to work out with matt and i think cris too XD
wish us luck!
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life is about to start...
in 3… 2… 1… let’s JAM!
Chapter 8 Day 51
2.20.11
today was kind of plan, sort of. i woke up in the afternoon because i slept like at 5 ( so gay ). i woke up, ate cookies and cleaned up my room. i reorganize everything and put everything back to where it was before. i vacuum the my room and most of the house. i also cleaned up our bathroom. that all took like 1 hour and 30 minutes. right after that, i rushed again to get ready and get...
Chapter 7 Day 50
2.19.11
end of the week finally. hehe today was pretty random because nothing was plan today. anyways, i waited for my parents to leave so can just take the car out. once they were out, i got ready. i was suppose to leave the house an hour before but my parents lagged and then i lagged more. so i ended up leaving around 2 or 3 ish.
i then rushed out of the house and went to april’s house...
Chapter 7 Day 49
2.18.11
seriously i forgot, i’m lagging on the blogs so SKIP!
Day 49 end…
Chapter 7 Day 48
2.17.11
today was a rather odd day. not really. my dad couldn’t pick up my sister, so i picked her up and then i hung out with april until like 7. it was fun, we watch totoro. SO FUNNY how i still know that movie by heart since i use to watch it everyday when i was really little.
after hanging out with april, i hit up super and AI. i saw john there and i haven’t seen him so long ( no...
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ready guys!
massive blog post coming up in
3…
2…
1…
rushing...
FUCK! kay i have to clean my room, get ready and rush to 24 to pick up my pass. GAY! i have to be there before 3. knowing me i’m going to lag like a douche -___- and fuck! i have to find another class to fit into my schedule =[ i’m .5 away from being a full time student. so gay! the only reason why i couldn’t get the my last class which was photo was because it overlapped my...
still confused...
i don’t know whats going on anymore. my feelings for you are bouncing off the walls. i want say something i just don’t want to sound stupid saying it because i don’t want to make myself look like a fool. its already stupid enough that i still have feelings for you, but i don’t care because i can’t control my feelings ( heart ). it wants what it needs the most. i...
Chapter 7 Day 47
2.16.11
today i woke up in the afternoon. i could of sworn i was up at 9 O.O anyways, i woke up to a “empty house”, but once i started walking around. i heard coughing and found out my sister was home, again -___- shame! i ate chocolate bread for breakfast and watched eagle eye. such a good movie and good story.
i clean my room up a bit and got ready. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I...
Chapter 7 Day 46
2.15.11
today, i really wanted to tune. so what happen was, i woke up, and called the salon and go a haircut. i went straight there and waited for like 30 minutes. anyways, the haircut was good just she messed up on my top this time and it looks very choppy and there are parts that are still long and i don’t like it -___-
after i got my haircut, i went out with matt and cris to round 1. of...
i accept. better play your cards right. i swear shit will go down if you don’t.
- smile.
well i'm a confuse bitch...
but hey you know what, i still know what i want and its for you to be happy. i know you may not know that and lately its been different but i really hope you find out soon. i really hope things change between us. i hope you’re ok. =[
- waiting…
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wow...
i hate you, when i read that blog. the sun came out. i’m going to go to a corner now and start crying so it would start raining already -___- though it was sad, it made me smile because you still thought about me. i still meant a lot to you. i still hate you, late at night i can’t sleep because you. thats bad because i end up waking up at 12 instead of 8. anyways, be ok! smile for me!...
Tired and Uninspired: I don't even know what to do... →
keeeilah:
I’m tired, I’m sad, I’m broken, I’m a mess, and so many other things combined. It’s like a roller coaster, and I hate it. Some days I’m okay, then others, I’m a complete wreck. I know everyone else probably thinks “Just move on with your life” or “He’s just one guy, there’s plenty of other guys…
i still love you… ( not helping =D )
I Go For Mine: I need you(SLYM) to see... →
bbgigglezoy:
Hey SLYMers. It’s Neil here with a very important message.
Lately I’ve been hearing a few comments that have not necessarily hurt me, but have disappointed me and have made me feel like I as a leader am not doing enough to make Youth Group and SLYM a place to come to for…
Chapter 7 Day 45
2.14.11
skipping…
it was a fun day due to single awareness day. i just don’t want to blog about it. thank you viiii and ben for hanging out with me today =D
Day 45 end…
- i was so worried today, i felt helpless. i didn’t know what to do but wait, wait for an answer. today was much worst than yesterday, my head is blowing up. but to end the night, i heard from you. some...
Chapter 7 Day 44
2.13.11
today started off with me waking up real late. geoff called me and he said he wanted to hang out, so he came over my house and we waited for jed to come get us. good thing geoff was feeling better or else i would of told him to go home XD anyways, we waited for awhile and once jed came, we called fuji and asked what he was doing.
then we went to round 1 and met up with fuji and cris...
reminiscing...
its bitch. we all know.
i remember, to many things. i’ve learn a lot of things. life goes on and i learn more and more everyday, yet i don’t know. i look upon all the stars and wish, wish. what do i wish for, light. sounds corny and stupid, but i’m afraid of dark. thats why i always have my friends surrounding me, my family always being there to give me that light so i...
haircut tomorrow!
finally get to do my hair again, YES! back to asian hair for awhile until it grows out again D;
HEHE so excited for no freakin’ reason XD fail.
bromance date!
i don’t give a fuck! fuck valentine! hehe get some!
today...
i’m so worried. the fuck and i thought yesterday couldn’t get much worst, thought wrong. all i can do is wait, let time pass and hope that you’re ok. i’m here for you even if i’m busy, i’ll make time for you. please be ok, i know you won’t be able to read this but i’m so worried right now ( sound like a fucking girl! awesome -___- ). sigh…
...
its been proven...
my hello kitty hat is a fucking attention whore. i shall burn you one day just like how i might go bald one day -____-
Chapter 6 Day 43
2.12.11
today was a bit of a twist. sigh.
i kind of didn’t know what to do today, but i figure something out. around 1 ish, i headed out to pick up and cris. chilled at cris’s house for awhile because he was eating lunch. after he ate though, we went to food 4 less to find out i couldn’t do it today.
so instead of the whole thing happening, we went to super and we stay there...
Chapter 6 Day 42
2.11.11
today started out simple.
did the usual routine ( i really forgot how this started ). but anyways, geoff picked me up we went to round 1 to meet up with fuji and his GF laura. before that though, we went to his house to drop off his Z at home and take the other car.
kay back to round 1, eventually fuji came with lisa and krezza ( i forgot how to spell it ). we discovered something...
happy single awareness day!
massive day blogs...
i shall do! valentine’s can go suck one. i’m going to bring rain tomorrow. kay lets do some damage.
@remie
you’re a faggot.
-darren
i LOVE geoffreyabapo.
enough said.
failed.
i have no idea what to think or what to do. obviously i’m in a fucking loop and you are too but i can’t really blame you. my timing is horrible and i know now i shouldn’t do shit. this isn’t doubt in myself, its just facts are being said louder and louder telling me to stop. i would ignore the truth and just go with what i really believe in but this, its already big enough....
mission time...
i’m going to go for it, just going to ignore the doubts, drama and consequences. i’m following my heart and it wants you right now.
let today be a ok day… here i go!
Chapter 6 Day 41
2.10.11 skip.
overall it was a very good day. i just don’t want to talk about it because of her.
Day 41 skip.
- you’re still in my <321
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i hate it...
because i feel like i can’t do anything to help. i feel like i’m a big bother to you. i don’t know what to do. i wish you can see the bigger picture but i don’t blame you for not. i worry about you everyday because you mean so much to me, you have no idea. as much as i want to be with you, i just really want you to be happy. thats it, nothing else. seeing you become depress...
Chapter 6 Day 40
2.9.11
i did my usual routine today. i went to super and down to the heights and started editing photos again. i didn’t really get to finish because cris came along and we ate at wendy’s and also met up with april there. of course i got food because i freakin’ hungry and i can’t resist my stomach that well.
moving on, we ate and chat at wendy’s for quite some time...
2.10.11
all i got to say is i love you. but its time, its been over a month already. acceptance is one part of letting go then letting go is the second ( well the way i see it). its over, it really is. today was just, just reassuring. reminded how people do care, how my friends are there for me, how miracles may happen. i wasn’t sad today, today i was with you. you were here, you were here right...
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happy 5 months
or at least it would of been. since no one is on and probably sleeping, vent out right now.
i hate you, i really do because i can’t stop being sad. i thought i’d be ok, not fine, just ok about this whole thing but it turned out to be much worst than expected. i didn’t expect myself to be so dependent on you since you weren’t always there but i guess when you were there is...
Chapter 6 Day 39
2.8.11
today was suppose to be a training day but it ended up to be a tuning day which is ok too.
my morning started off with me waking up and rushing to get ready again =[ i met up with matt at super and played a game with him in max tune. after the game, we headed off to mt. sac and matt filled out some papers for his job and i got my books ( yay! ). then we both went to the flower shop in...
Chapter 6 Day 38
2.7.11
today, it was the usual. first off, i went to super to play some games. it was really dead, pretty depressing.
i headed back home to eat lunch then off to the heights to edit photos. from here i had to wait at least 30 minutes or so just to get a table with an outlet -__- but eventually i got a table and started editing my photos ( i have no idea which day ). anyways, i did and got that...
fuckyeahraves:
Benny Benassi - Rocket in the...
Chapter 6 Day 37
2.6.11
today was the car show with fuji, tony, matt and cris. i woke up at like 5 ish to get ready. i ate some cookies, and then got ready. though i lag, i still managed to get there before or after 6 ish.
so i made my biggest mistake ever today, i didn’t warm up before biking to fuji’s house. so once i got to fuji’s house, my body hurt like a douche and my ears had lots of...
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i love you too keilah.
even though you’re not here with me any longer. i will always love you. it sucks because my life is the same as yours right now. but lately i haven’t been ok.
why am i posting this, because i really love you keilah. HEHE the world must know ( not really ), another reason why is because i was too lazy to blog on your tumblr XD
i hope you’re doing fine, i’ll be fine....
