May 2011
done...
fed up. just waiting how to conclude everything. this just isn’t it for me.
giving up…
just pull the trigger.
all this shit. i feel its just nonsense but its real shit.
i can’t even sleep. its almost 2, babyboo is already asleep, and i’m have nothing to do but just stay up and freakin’ think. don’t think to much, its freakin’ bad for you. no shit! can’t its actually bugging me this much. how everyone sees me, how everyone can’t accept me for who i am and what...
whats happening...
to be honest, i’ve never saw it to come this far. what i saw was a group of friends that wanted to achieve a goal which was to have fun and bring the joy back. i never actually saw it as a serious thing. LIKE i mean serious serious team. i never view myself as superior over one another. i never saw anyone else differently. but having to have communication problems is a big deal. i knew why i...
you know what i haven't had in awhile...
half and half AND mint chocolate ice cream. thats right FREAKIN’ ICE CREAM!! gah i’m going to get fatter over the summer -____- i already feel it… =[
haha take ballet classes over the summer XD get mySELF more flexible HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
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in school today...
i went online and posted something on tumblr. I’M BORED AS HECK AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I’M PRETTY MUCH JUST SITTING HERE AND LOOKING THROUGH SEARCH RESULTS. SO GAY! later i have to organize my essay due next week. sigh, almost done, 3 more weeks left and i’m out D; i actually reorganized my stuff and i know what to do over the weekends already. HUH thats not like me....
well here we go again...
school bleh! i have dance in like an hour and i’m lazy to get my ass ready -__- i still have to construct my chinese business card with construction paper and all that artsy stuff too. so lazy, yet i have everything under control HEHE!
chinese project!
due tomorrow and i haven’t started yet. YES! I WIN!!!!! HAHA
here we go again with procrastination =[
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i love you.
GUYS!
i just finished typing my essay up on tumblr. FAIL! hahahahhaahhah
distractions...
go away! i have 3 more paragraphs to do D;
so good news!
i’m eating PIZZA with a KNIFE and FORK yes!!!!
intro paragraph DONE!
4 more paragraph left -_______-
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this week so far.
has been, ummmm yeah. now time to bs this essay due tomorrow. i don’t even have microsoft word to work with, fail. i think i might just type it up on tumblr XD fail to the max now!!!! sigh…
i really hope something really sparks by the end of this week or else the next week is just going to be worst for me. its prom this saturday =[ i don’t regret not going its just stuff behind...
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since i’m aggravated. i’m going to attempt something new. something so new its a big ass mission to bust, but its all worth it. in order to show my worthy-ness, i will do this whole shit. you, all of you have motivated me to do something i shouldn’t have to do. now i will unleash this fury upon you all and i hope i don’t crush your hopes and dreams. fuck you and have a nice...
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thank you...
smilingmask-deactivated20110814 asked: HI Darren ! LOLS
so tired =[
i got back at 3 in the morning. the trip was good. a lot of venting and such. though i haven’t come to a conclusion, i already know what i want. just to achieve such a thing is going to take a awhile, but i know i can do it.
i hate it.
i can't sleep...
why?
THANKS FOR THE FUCKING INVITE!
but its ok, i understand. its only a promise…
Above All - Sylvia Tosun
norcal...
i’m actually feeling a bit better =]
reminiscing...
is a douche -___-
fail again...
going to starbucks to play some kingdom hearts and hang out with babyboo LOL
waiting for text.
so anxious to know what time we are going -__________-
today's plan....
i have no idea just that i’m going to watch the fight at ron’s house XD so much for doing my project D; fail!
OH! happy birthday christina vo! i already told you but yeah… O.O
happy hour at starbucks might happen today too =] i hope i get to see babyboo later too if she wants to see me, sad face. hehe
stress.
go die! i don’t need you in my life ever T____________T
i think i'm going to give up tumblr...
i know its not lent but i don’t really use tumblr anymore. well like to blog, i go on it to look at random things when i’m bored. OR to find music and such to download. other than that, nothing. blogging right now doesn’t seem so important to me. maybe when my summer starts, i’ll blog about it and probably post pictures up if i’m not lazy to edit them XD
kay back to...
homework...
why are there so much of you >=[
goodnight tumblr!
going to sleep now with my very loud sleeping beauty on the phone HEHE >=]
night GUYS AND GIRLS (that are still up)
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