August 2011
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bored.
bored.
Vegas!
So we got our rooms and finally we all got to shower, together o.o just kidding… anywho, we are now at Evo which is at Rio lol later, Cris and I are going to go swimming after we probably knock out in the room AFTER we walk back from Rio. Gay! Kay sorry no picture because my is acting up =[
Vegas!
So we got our rooms and finally we all got to shower, together o.o just kidding… anywho, we are now at Evo which is at Rio lol later, Cris and I are going to go swimming after we probably knock out in the room AFTER we walk back from Rio. Gay! Kay sorry no picture because my is acting up =[
July 2011
Vegas!
We are here at the MGM waiting for our room to ready. Tired fuck but its all good, updating later at the room =]
thankful.
So right now, I’m on the way to Vegas with everyone! Haha to Evo bitches, it goin to be great! So today plan worked out. Now waiting for this day to start =] barely arriving at Barstow, so we won’t be there until another 2 hours or so D; its all good. Currently watching a lightening storm go down to our right, pretty cool and flashy. Well I’ll keep my tumblr posted, bye for now!...
vegas trip!
undecided now =[ i don’t know if i’ll be able to go now because of money problems. its already leaning towards a no so yeah. sad life, i really wanted to go. finally get to go to vegas with a lot of my friends and plus maybe i get to meet someone new there as well =D but now its so complicated i might just not go. there goes 2 trips already, santa barbara and here comes vegas. all...
disneyland's parade auditions...
cris and i were suppose to go but due to the fact of going home late yesterday, we didn’t want to go anymore because it started at 9am. another thing was we kind of didn’t know where to go and gas was also an issue. its ok though, it would of been fun trying-out though. “show me your imitation of a cheerleader!” hahaha you got it! 1, 2, 3 JUMP! its all good, b-mod auditions...
school!
is a pain… getting classes right now is kicking my ass because i’m trying to achieve 12 units when i can only get 3.5 units! fucking great!
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confidence...
so talking today i noticed that confidence wasn’t the problem or maybe it is, i don’t know. i think i’m just too awkward with everything, like i can do things but actually doing it will result in awkwardness if that makes sense. SO IN REALITY, i’m hella awkward =[
“Life is mostly about taking risks. There is only one big risk you should avoid...”
– Anonymous
Anonymous asked: "Life is mostly about taking risks. There is only one big risk you should avoid at all costs, and that is the risk of doing nothing." You should know by now that if you avoid things it comes back. You won't be able to move on until you confront the whole problem even if the risk hurts. Pain is promised but it is you who choses to suffer or not
Anonymous asked: yeah thats true but just remember whatever happens, if you do want to confront the situation. it would not be the end of your life , you live on and will eventually learn to move on. you have family and friends to support you no matter what
Anonymous asked: just have faith in yourself. nothing can ruin you but yourself. dont let it get to you
a state of trance: armin van buuren...
sleeping to episode 517 tonight! haha sleeping soon, i don’t want to see the blue sky again until i wake up =]
Anonymous asked: if you don't take risks you wont get anywhere in life, i am anon. do whatever it takes to help you move on
Anonymous asked: if you think it will then do it. just do yourself a favor
Anonymous asked: even if you choose to do it or not it will still be on your mind so yeah
Anonymous asked: don't be. do what makes you happy. no regrets
Anonymous asked: do what you want to find the answer. nothing lose nothing gain
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umm...
today was just sad. i hate whats going to happen in a few days.
outs...
whoa, that was weird.
i had a flashback just now and totally forgot what i was going to blog about…what the fuck.
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i think...
i’m going to try to be a asian bop. like those fob-out asian, i mean i already have the hair. i just need the cloths and plus i kind of like how they dress. its the kind of style i’ve always wanted, formal but still casual in a sense. XD
Pressure (Alesso Remix) - Nadia Ali
vegas trip!
hopefully we all can go. it’ll be fun and stuff especially since its out of the area too =] i haven’t been on tumblr to blog but yeah. updates if i feel like it later LOL
really need to catch up on pictures, seriously…
paranoid...
idk why but i’m hella nervous right now. WHY SHOULD THESE THOUGHTS BLOW UP MY MIND NOW!! fuck…
D;
well that sucks...
i was really looking forward to this trip too but now that i can’t go, idk what to do now =[
off i go!
teehee, be back on later! =] i had my own little photo session and i’m currently editing them now XD fail!
kay!
predicament solved! going to witness practice! hopefully everyone is there LOL! i’m going to look fancy and shit now because i have something else to do later on tonight… MAN! oh well!
what a predicament...
so today is the first day, i believe, to be witnesses practice and i really want to go. the only problem is that i have a engagement shoot to help out with at 2:45 and idk what time i’ll be back. man!! hopefully i can go because it starts at 5 and i really want to see everyone again. =[ i miss witness, such a fun summer thanks to them…
so i suppose to wake up at 12
and i’m still up. fuck my life.
looking through my blog...
is really sad. HAHA just noticed. i wonder how i can change that, mmmmmmmm…
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GREAT...
not going to say anything but technically its not all my fault. It would of been better if you told me we were leaving at 12 instead fucking 1:30. You said we had to be there at 2 but today you said we had to be there by 1. If anything you guys could of just left me behind, seriously if I was such a hassle why couldn’t you guys just go. I wouldn’t mind, in fact I’d understand....
just noticed my blog still says June whens its...
so my solution to this problem is that i’m going to change it to August because i’m going to be busy the next week =] CHYEAAAAH! kay kay! i’ll update with pictures and stuff.
lasting moments of summer vacation…
a little aggravated...
but its cool i understand. ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAKE UP LATE…
fucking shit, let today be ok please.
Ridiculous...
so today’s plan totally failed. it was GO TO THE MOVIES AND WATCH HARRY POTTER DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2, alone… but i decided not too because i didn’t want to go alone. so whats going to happen now is i’m going to wait for sunday or tuesday to come around again and i’ll try to go again. WHY THOSE DAYS, because its cheaper XD (saving money here). fail!
sleep sleep...
movies tomorrow.
so ever since harry potter deathly hallows came out, i’ve been wanting to watch it. i have decide to go tomorrow regardless the reasons of not going which is to go with someone. but lately i haven’t asked or found anyone that would like to go except one person XD
most likely i’m going to go alone… D; whatever!
